Stories of Hope
The Long Hard Road
Author: Vanessa | |
Age: 12 |
I started self harming when I was about 10. I hadn't lived with my mother and when I did see her, her boyfriend sexually abused me. I cut in the anger I had for both my mother and her boyfriend. I cut to make me see myself as a person - to become alive. It is a long hard road for me to get over and sometimes I doubt I ever will, but I have that little hope that keeps me going and stops me ending my life. I still am cutting now and I've attempted suicide many times. All I have ever wanted is to feel real, important and most of all love. I know I CAN get there in the end because I decided to seek help. All I can say to those out there is think about the good parts of you and it isn't your fault you harm. I think people need to become more aware about how many do this because there is a lot of us here; fucked up cuz others have hurt us. We're certainly not freaks, just trying to cope. Thanx for listening. You can do it too.